| | ,.:'`':., 10/1/06 ,.:'`':.,
~*º Mood: ecstatic º*~
Last night, I fully realized the extent of my love. I have never felt this way about anyone. Ever. He makes me feel things I didn't think was possible.
While laying on my bed talking to him, I had the phone positioned so perfectly that his voice sounded like it was coming from right next to me. I could swear I felt his hand on my waist, and when I sat up and leaned against my bed, I felt his arm around my shoulders. I could sit here for hours explaining everything I am constantly thinking of, but considering I don't have that kind of time, I won't... well, maybe a few details. =]
During school, I zone out constantly, and at home I'm always daydreaming. I think about the night I snuck out of my room at midnight to give him a note, put my hand on his face and kissed him on the cheek. I remember his face- shocked but with a twinge of happiness. I think about how the next day, while walking around the Ibis hotel lake thing, he randomly grabbed my hand and sent tingles through my whole body. I think about the hours we sat on the bus together just holding hands, with my head on his shoulder. I think about how he would tickle me endlessly, and I think about the smile on his face while he was tickling me. I think about the two nights we spent in Australia holding hands and cuddling while walking down the beach, through the forest path and then standing and looking at the stars. I think about all those moments when our cheeks or foreheads were touching and about how close we were to kissing. I think about saying goodbye to him at the airport, sobbing, and holding him close. I could feel myself shaking, and I could feel his head on mine, his hair tickling me like it always did. When we pulled back to say goodbye, I remember looking into his eyes while tears were streaming down my face, and he obviously didn't find me too unattractive, because he just kissed me on the cheek. I kissed him back, and with one last hug after I handed him a note, he was gone. This sounds incredibly lame, but I could feel a part of me leaving with him, and as he stopped and turned around, he waved one last time.
I haven't been able to hold him in over 2 months, and I won't be able to for 3 more. But what matters the most is that I love this boy with all my heart. He's everything to me, and he means so much to me that I can't even put it into words. Our conversation last night has got to be the sweetest one I have had with anybody, but it wasn't cheesy at all. The things we said, we really meant. I told him I wanted him here to cuddle with me and watch movies. He told me of how beautiful he found me, and of how he couldn't put it into words. We talked about making a teleportation device to get us closer, but we realize that isn't possible, so we just count down the days until we can finally see each other again.
Anyways, I'm starting to get pretty hungry, so I guess I'll end this entry now.
I Love You, Wyatt.
<3
**EDIT**
Corey Crowder - Here's Looking At You, Kid
Ill keep on driving so we can talk a while
I know I could drive all night just to stay here with you
At the end the night well embrace and stare at the star filled night
Would it be alright if we didnt say goodbye this time?
Ill wait and wonder when our next time will be
Ill see you next week, hopefully
I wish it were sooner
At the end of my trip well embrace and stare at the star filled night
Would it be alright if we didnt say goodbye this time?
Every time were away I feel a distance I cant take
Watching you drive away, oh it kills me
Ill be alright
Have no worries
Im just a bit over anxious
And maybe a little impatient
At the end of the night next time after we look at the star filled night
Can we escape to a far away land where we will forever remain..
Living as one and walking hand in hand |
| | Posted 10/1/2006 4:38 PM - 2 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
- recommend
  - recs0
- share
- email
 - sent0
|
